Thursday, 10 January 2013

#top50 albums


This time a top 50 albums of all time!

Ok Computer Radiohead
Revolver Beatles
Bring it on Gomez
Highway 61 Revisited Bob Dylan
Green REM
Closer Joy Division
Power, Corruption and Lies New Order
MezzanineMassive Attack
Doolittle Pixies
The Joshua Tree U2
Blonde on Blonde Bob Dylan
Murmur REM
George Best Wedding Present
Velvet Underground & Nico Velvet Underground
Helplessness Blues Fleet Foxes
In Rainbows Radiohead
Blue Lines Massive Attack
Sgt Pepper Beatles
Technique New Order
Unknown Pleasures Joy Division
LowDavid Bowie
The Clash The Clash
Is This It? Strokes
Otis Blue Otis Redding
Leftism Leftfield
Never Mind Nirvana
Definitely Maybe Oasis
Never Mind The Bollocks Sex Pistols
A Grand Love Story Kid Loco
I Speak Because I Can Laura Marling
FuneralArcade Fire
Astral Weeks Van Morrison
Club Classics Vol 1 Soul II Soul
Remain in LightTalking Heads
Darklands Jesus And Mary Chain
Blue Joni Mitchell
3 Feet High and Rising De La Soul
Stone Roses Stone Roses
Screamadelica Primal Scream
Computer World Kraftwerk
Let England ShakePJ Harvey
Three EPsBeta Band
Dirtchamber Sessions The Prodigy (Presents)
Kind of blue Miles Davis
Entroducing DJ Shadow
Fleet Foxes Fleet Foxes
If I Should FallPogues
Hunky DoryDavid Bowie
Sounds of SilverLCD Soundsystem
Lazer Guided MelodiesSpiritualized


Living in a bachelor pad and reeling from a painful break up in a strange town and in a job I hated had given me too much time to think as well as putting me into the state of mind to view the world with a mixture of tedium and paranoia. I would observe the monotonous choreography of cars between the strip lit concrete posts of an underground carpark; observing the flickering strip lights from my solitary vantage point also reminded me of the unsettling undercurrent of pre-millennial tension: A prevailing sense of disconnection and a feeling that the millennium bug would spiral computers into logic errors that would plunge aircraft onto gridlocked motorways. The inevitable meltdown into anarchy was just a few clock cycles away.

Or maybe it was just me. Climbing the walls.

Then along came OK Computer. That an album could so eloquently express those feelings of alienation, pointlessness and futility with songs about "the panic, the vomit" and "the emptiest of feelings" made this album resonate with me quite unlike any other had before or has done since. Even the surreal imagery of "kicking, screaming, Gucci, little piggy" and "Her Hitler hairdo is making me feel ill" struck a resounding chord, an apposite backdrop to nights in the cocaine clubs of the Calls and the bargain booze binge bars of HX1. 

I remember eulogising to anyone and everyone about this record with an almost religious zeal, including the poor guy in the sandwich shop! I would walk to work armed with my CD walkman, listen to it at lunchtime, walk home and then listen to it in the evening and this seemed to continue for quite a few months!

The first few bars of the syncopated drums and bass guitar of the existential Airbag are a cue to strap yourself in for the tumultuous journey ahead, from where the the record cascades into Paranoid Android starting with just a few bleeps - a song to equal the ambition of A Day in the Life with its epic changes in mood and tempo. Next up is the lush, sweeping homage to alien abduction, Subterranean Homesick Alien. Exit Music reminds me of She's Leaving Home (only much darker) and ends with the strained voice of Thom Yorke imploring that he hopes you choke. With the goose bumps inducing acoustic guitar and drums crescendo of Let Down followed by Karma Police the album doesn't let up in its magnificence.

Fitter Happier is perfectly placed on the album to break up the rich soundscape and to usher in the second half of the album, but it does so with such devastating impact: The Hawkingesque robotic voice only adds emphasis to the vacuous futility of slogan-driven, acquisitive consumerism and its dehumanising effect.
Phew, for a minute there I lost myself!

That sequence of tracks from Airbag through to Karma Police is in my opinion the best and most consistent run of form that I've ever heard on an LP and yet there is still room for Climbing the Walls, The Tourist, Lucky and No Surprises. Only Electioneering is a minor disappointment, but the highlights more than compensate for this very minor blip. 

Around that time I used to say that The Bends was consistently great, but that Ok Computer reached greater highs. With hindsight, that they come so often and that the album mattered to me in a way that no other record has come close to, makes this album my all-time number one. 

I also think that while I never tire of taking it for a spin it is a very much an album of the time, like Never Mind the Bollocks (gob, glue and anarchy) or Sgt Pepper (transcendental meditation, LSD and the summer of love). This is a Munchian scream into the impending millennial dystopia.

In a similar way as is levelled at Joy Division, it's just lazy to dismiss the music as "depressing". On the contrary, when you realise that other people feel the same way as you and when they give expression to those feelings with such heart-breaking AND rousing music the whole listening experience becomes one of catharsis.

Sunday, 2 December 2012

#top50

Those tweeps are at it again, this time creating their top 50 films.
@luckycow0, @staggerlee30, @boxofpepper. @lennybun provided the inspiration for me to cobble together my own list.
The first rule of the 50 films list is we don't talk about the 50 films list. The second rule: only two films per director.

If I did this in ten years time I'm fairly confident that 40 or so of these films would make the list. Here's hoping I'm wrong and the next ten are a golden age of film-making :-)


 1. Once Upon a Time in America - Sergio Leone
 2. The Godfather Part II - Francis Ford Coppola
 3. Amelie - Jean Pierre Jeunet
 4. Apocalypse Now - Francis Ford Coppola
 5. Gran Torino - Clint Eastwood
 6. The Blues Brothers - John Landis
 7. Goodfellas - Martin Scorsese
 8. Angel Heart - Alan Parker
 9. Das Boot - Wolfgang Peterson
10. Gladiator - Ridley Scott
11. Gallipoli - Peter Weir
12. Pulp Fiction - Quentin Tarantino
13. La Reine Margot - Patrice Chareau
14. Alien - Ridley Scott
15. Se7en - David Fincher
16. Trainspotting - Danny Boyle
17. The Shawshank Redemption - Frank Darabont
18. L'Appartement - Gilles Mimouni
19. The Big Lebowski - Joel Coen
20. Leon - Luc Besson
21. Raging Bull - Martin Scorsese
22. Memento - Christopher Nolan
23. 21 Grams - Alejandro González Iñárritu
24. The Thing - John Carpenter
25. Close Encounters of the Third kind - Stephen Spielberg
26. Manon Des Sources - Claude Berri
27. This is England - Shane Meadows
28. An American Werewolf in London - John Landis
29. Delicatessen - Marc Caro
30. The Deer Hunter - Michael Cimino
31. Chariots of Fire - Hugh Hudson
32. Fight Club - David Fincher
33. The Lord of the Rings/The Fellowship of the Ring - Peter Jackson
34. Don't Look Now - Nicholas Roeg
35. The Good the Bad and the Ugly - Sergio Leone
36. The Empire Strikes Back - Irvin Kershner
37. Schindler's List - Stephen Spielberg
38. Quadrophenia - Franc Roddam
39. Reservoir Dogs - Quentin Tarantino
40. In the Name of the Father - Jim Sheridan
41. Control - Anton Corbijn
42. JFK - Oliver Stone
43. The Shining - Stanley Kubrick
44. The Pianist - Roman Polanski
45. Dog Day Afternoon - Frank Pierson
46. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest - Milos Forman
47. The Sting - George Roy Hill
48. Some Like it Hot - Billy Wilder
49. The Usual Suspects - Bryan Singer
50. Dead Man's Shoes - Shane Meadows

Tuesday, 11 September 2012

#top100

A few of the good folk I follow on Twitter have posted their #top100 records of all time. After much agonising, downloading, ripping, purchasing, fiddling etc I've finally cobbled together my own list.  The only rules are that each artist can only appear twice at most, so I limited myself to pairing up with the usual suspects only: Beatles, Dylan, Radiohead, REM, New Order/Joy Division and Massive Attack (the long standing loves of my life) in order to build a more eclectic list.

The tracks are now all assembled on an mp3 playlist and have been through an exhaustive quality control and end user verification process! Some of the tracks suffer from the familiarity gained from being heard thousands of times, but they've made it  precisely because I've played them that often. Putting the playlist on shuffle is a joy as I'm rarely disappointed!  The list is ordered, but ranking does get slightly arbitrary after number 30-something!

At some point soon (when I've worked out how) I'll tag notes to each entry.

BeatlesTomorrow Never Knows
Van MorrisonSweet Thing
New OrderYour Silent Face
Joy DivisionDisorder
RadioheadLet Down
Bob DylanVisions Of Johanna
Joy DivisionLove Will Tear Us Apart
Marvin GayeInner City Blues
David BowieTVC 15
Thievery CorporationShoalin Satellite
BeatlesStrawberry Fields Forever
Rob D Clubbed To Death
HashimAl Naayfish
New OrderProcession
RadioheadParanoid Android
Bob DylanGirl from the North Country (+ Johnny Cash)
Massive AttackProtection
ClashBank Robber
REMHalf A World Away
Big Audio DynamiteE=MC2
A Guy Called GeraldVoodoo Ray
Rolling StonesGimme Shelter
U2Running To Stand Still
GomezHere Comes The Breeze
Tom WaitsSwordfishtrombone
KraftwerkRadioactivity
Talking HeadsDrugs
GladiatorsLooks Is Deceiving
Joan ArmatradingLove and Affection
Public Image LimitedPublic Image
REMRadio Free Europe
Sugarhill GangRapper's Delight
Linton Kwesi JohnsonIt Dread Inna Inglan
GoldieInner City Life
Gang StarrJazz Thing
Laura MarlingNight Terror
Donna SummerI Feel Love
MorrisseyEveryday is like Sunday
SugarcubesBirthday
Sex PistolsHoliday in the sun
KinksDavid Watts
Massive AttackRisingson
John LennonMind Games
Chemical BrothersLet Forever Be
House Of LoveDestroy The Heart
PixiesDebaser
Manic Street PreachersA Design For Life
David HolmesI Heard Wonders
LCD SoundsystemAll My Friends
Yeah Yeah YeahsMaps
Queens of The Stone AgeNo One Knows
PoguesMedley:  The Recruiting Sergeant/The Rocky Road to Dublin/The Galway Races
Fleet FoxesSim Sala Bim
Grandmaster FlashThe Message
CameoWord Up
Otis ReddIngA Change is gonna come
StrokesHard To  Explain
Stone RosesI am the resurrection
Public EnemyDon't believe the Hype
Crosby, Stills,  Nash and Young4 And 20
Jesus and Mary ChainSome Candy Talking
Joni MitchellCarey
Faith No MoreEverything's Ruined
Grant Lee BuffaloFuzzy
The VerveHistory
Bloc PartySo Here We Are
The JamThat's Entertainment
Velvet UndergroundWaiting For The Man
De La SoulSay No Go
PoliceThe Bed's  Too Big Without You
SundaysCan't Be Sure
Jimi HendrixThe Wind Cries Mary
PulpBabies
Elvis CostelloAccidents Will Happen
The BeatMirror In the Bathroom
Jefferson AirplaneWhite Rabbit
BeckDevil's Haircut
Saint EtiennePeople Get Real
Leonard CohenSuzanne
Beta BandDry The Rain
OasisColombia
Wedding PresentKennedy
Eric B and RakimFollow The Leader
10,000 ManiacsHey Jack Kerouac
Led ZeppelinGood Times Bad Times
Jurassic 5iveJayou
JamesLaid
Macka BLooks Are Deceiving
Augustus PabloKing Tubbys Meets Rockers Uptown
Pink FloydWish You Were Here
Funboy 3Our Lips Are Sealed
SmithsThere is a light that never goes out
DamnedNew Rose
NirvanaDrain You
Primal ScreamDon't Fight it, Feel it
WaterboysFisherman's Blues
Joan JettI Love Rock And Roll
Bon IverHolocene
Beastie BoysJimmy James 
The StoogesI Wanna Be Your Dog


Wednesday, 11 January 2012

Flight of Fancy



You.
Against a leaden backdrop, blue and mercury hues
Common, not feral, framed by immortal hand or eye*
Solitude amongst slated slopes and smokestacks piled high
The chaos of crowds that criss-cross below
 and their choking machines in meaningless flow
Over prosaic precinct and resigned passers by
Soaring and falling through insipid sky

White light leaks from office block
A bleak face behind glass, filling holes, watch the clock
Numbed by the hum of xerox

The thrum of the inbox
Soporific, in numbered alcove, ensnared, enclosed


Transfixed in your flight, the way the wind blows
Tumbling, turning, alive, juxtaposed

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

Kinabalu

Your granite plateau peaks defy me still
The climbathon, a reckless race to try?
Mountain of the dead don't break my will

Rafflesia that flourish in the trill
Through leafy glade the watchful monkeys spy
Your granite plateau peaks defy me still

I've climbed through yorkshire fell and lakeland hill
but this a bridge too far, a ridge too high?
Mountain of the dead don't break my will

A fault of ice and magma fury spill
where jungle fern unfurls into the sky
Your granite plateau peaks defy me still

Limbs succumb to creeping cramp's tendrils
Intoxicating air in short supply
Mountain of the dead don't break my will

A flash of colour through the mist, the thrill!
Killian descending, watch him fly!
Your granite plateau peaks defy me still
Mountain of the dead won't break my will.

Monday, 26 December 2011

The Shanty of Stephen Porter


The weather beats against the pane
 Forsaken hostelry
The broadcast forecast squally rain
 The wireless. BBC
"Westerlies of eight or nine"
 The wild Irish sea.
With skipper Scott we wait in line
 To sail to Anglesey

So batten down the hatches boys 
We're leaving Mr Porter
And if we make it through the storm 
I'll ask thee for thy daughter

The sea a torrid swash of white
 A steaming salty hell
The vessel slews from left to right
 The latitude of swell
The line between the sea and sky
  That sways so violently
The waves that swill the boat so high
 Contempt. Impunity

So cling on to the wheel house boys
We're crossing troubled water
And if we make it through the storm 
 I'll ask thee for thy daughter

His hair the white of sea gull's hues
 That follow in the churn
His eyes a sea of green and blues
 That fix upon the stern
The shanties from his salt bit lips
 The storm won't break his will
His weathered hands the knotted grips
 That hold his timber still

So pray for sun and fortune boys 
We're nowt but lambs to slaughter
And if we make it through the storm 
I'll ask thee for thy daughter

From the wheel house they each wheel out
 Those wretched souls in turn
They crawl about and retch and shout
 As boat rolls bow to stern
And just when hope turns as the tide
 The land ahoy we see
The sea dog Stephen grinning wide
 Strength in adversity

So crack a bottle open boys 
And drink to Mr Porter
And since we made it through the storm 
I'll ask thee for thy daughter

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

The Storm

Autumn. Chill. A green and glistening field
The strangest fruits amidst the shoots that grows
Liberty of imagery to yield
A kaleidoscope of dreams in liquor flows

Closing eyes to stare into the light
Echoing the movements to and fro
In vivid vibrant colours burning bright
Geometric patterns pulse and glow

Diaphanous, the dandelion seeds
That blow across the cotton grass in breeze
Towering meadow flowers and roaming weeds
To wooded glades of gently swaying trees

The forest shifts its shapes as twilight falls
The wind distorts the trees. Their branches bow
Through rotting leaves the lice and spiders crawl
The tangled roots that twist through filth below

The tempest rages through the trees. The timber strewn and split
In shadows trolls and demons lurk their faces turned away
Their wizened hands on ironworks, they dig a stenching pit
On doubt and fear and phobia. Malevolent. They prey

Gormantong caves in jungle deep
A swarm of bats.
Demented. Shrill.
Walk the plank through sea of fetid cockroaches and rats.
Entrails hanging from the roof to collect the spit in stills.
Emaciated. Rabid.
Pick through carcasses from festering detritus.


Now clinging to the stern. Foetal. Tight
The sea a torrid swash of swirling white
When suddenly the storm doth take a flight
The sanctity of shoreline in the light